01/27/2009 07:30 PM

yeah thats wat i want.. i want him to hug me and never let go....
stay mine forever...
but i guess there is no forever.. its so hard to believe in something that never lasts....

01/27/2009 07:23 PM

:(( i feel alone all the time, even when im around all my best friends like shayna, emma, mikey, even andrew and joel they always get me to smile and i ahven't smiled since the break up

im getting sick of acting like im in a good mood and everythings fine when all i wanna do is cry

01/27/2009 07:11 PM

brittney i miss him so much...
ever since we broke up 6 dys ago i feel like i lost myself again.. like idk who i am or who im suppose to be

i miss being in his arms safe from all the bad ppl... my dad wouldn't touch me when he was around... i love him so much and no one understands how much pain im going threw....

01/27/2009 07:00 PM

srry cuz no can do

01/27/2009 06:57 PM

im sure if i can...
how am i gonna realive the pain im feeling if i cant punch walls or cut huh? i cant smoke anymore

01/27/2009 06:53 PM

yeah and wat if he likes lauren more than me and doesnt come back huh? ever think about that

01/27/2009 06:44 PM

i do 2... but he wont listen.. he wants to date her....

01/27/2009 06:42 PM

yes that soon
and i kno he wont come back to me by friday....:((
and idk my mom wants me move soon so i gotta tell her

01/27/2009 06:39 PM

i kno...
he said he needs me but he doesn't kno why.. i told him to tell me when he figures it out
but i gotta tell my mom my decision friday so he has to make up his mind

01/27/2009 06:35 PM

y does everyone keep saying im strong im not
and yes i kno im a fighter but i do give up if i cant handle it anymore
and i want him back so bad brittney :((

01/27/2009 06:30 PM

BRITTNEY IM SCARED SHITLESS OK
IM GONNA DIE
AND WHEN HE IS GONNA REALIZE AND COME BACK HUH? WHEN IM ON THE TABLE GETTING MY SURGERY DONE AND HALF DEAD?
:((

01/27/2009 06:23 PM

just be happy ur not the one suffering from cancer ok. i can die at anytime and no one cares, the love of my life is wit someone else, and ignores me at school now, i always see them together and i start crying
brittney i wanna die, but i dont wanna suffer first....
i want tyler back more than anything, and i dont wanna wait but im gonna im gonna wait for him, how much my heart is broken, he can fix it if he wants...
i just hope i dont gotta wait long this time...

01/26/2009 09:28 PM

MAYBE I WANTED TO DIE EVER THINK OF THAT
MY LIFES RUNIED. THE GUY I LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER WOMEN...
IM PREGNATE AGAIN AND I JUST WANNA DIE...
WHY CANT EVERYONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME DIE WHEN I WANT TO GOD

01/25/2009 08:45 PM

y dont u and shawn just leave me the hell alone. my life is fucked up enough so wats losing 2 more ppl....

01/15/2009 06:59 PM

u were at 5? i didn't see u at all not even on the bus