The note Book, Napolion dynomight.
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PAINTBALL!!!!!!! I play for Team Dynasty.. and baseball, being that i played it my whole life. :-)
10 seconds...you're team is all around you. you'd trust these people with your life. 9 seconds...your marker is in your hands; you control it. It won't laugh at you, won't look down at you. 8 seconds...pods are filled, hoppers loaded. 7 seconds...you're focused. There is nothing else but now. The world outside of the field seems to disolve. 6 seconds...You know where everyone is going, you know where you are going: you and you're team are connected, are one. 5 seconds...You can't do this alone, everyone is in it for everyone else...there is no hero, only heros. 4 seconds...You're heart starts pounding, you dig your cleats into the dirt and lower your head...3 seconds...This is what it is all about. This is what you live for, you breathe for. 2 seconds...Every waking moment is spent anticipating what is about to come...1 second...No turning back. with all your heart and soul you play, like nothing else matters. This is no sport. This is no sinking a ball into a hole in the ground, or tackling another player. This is a way of life. This is about an inner challenge. To work together, relying on yourself AND your teamates. Without one another you are nothing. There is no victory without the team. You see your oponent down the field. You both have the same goal. The same respect for eachother. A split second means the difference between staying around another few crucial minutes to strangthen your team. Use your head. This is not something for the slow-witted. Anyone can play. Anyone with heart, dedication, determination, bravery, focus, intent. This is what we live for. This is our passion. Our way of life. Every dime brings us closer to another chance to go out and live. To play. To simple be who we are. Go ahead. Call me obsessed. My obsession reaches farther than you can imagine. This is my chosen lifestyle. This is my lifeblood. I eat, sleep, and breathe for a chance to play one more day. This is beyond obsession.This is who i am. My passion, my life. We are a team. And I play paintball.